I honestly thought that this whole thing would be over already
I thought the bridge would be opening soon and we would be able to go to travel freely to the States this summer. After hearing about Hamilton going back into a lockdown a few weeks ago, and then Ontario, and now a stay at home order, has really bummed me the fuck out
Is the bridge ever going to open again?
What in the actual fuck?
Its been over a year ffs!!!
And not to mention!
When can I teach some Yoga and comfortably share reiki with other people when we can’t come within 6 feet of one another?
ANDDDD, I’ve been patiently waiting to share so much new stuff I’ve been working on for some Markets and events that are coming up
UGHHHHHHHH
Instead, I have a bunch of items that are made or mostly made and are waiting for new homes
Fortunately, my products don’t go bad and crystals and candles last forever!!
It’s just so disheartening to put so much time and effort into something for it to be cancelled or close down mostly
My stuff is in the GODDAMNPENCENTRE - Like, HOLY SHIT
And, of course, the month my products are highlighted - the fucking malls close down and no one can see the cool display that we made
I honestly spent more time than I would like to admit thinking, worrying and creating, from ideas in my head and visions from my heart
It feels like the time was wasted, everything is pointless, and nothing will ever be the same again
I just want to go to be happy and go to markets with my hubby and be happy and be outside (& inside) without a fucking mask on
LET ME FUCKING LIVE MY LIFE
This is so unfair
IT’S MY BIRTHDAY MONTH AND ILL CRY IF I WANT TO
YES, I JUST SAID BIRTHDAY MONTH
It totally sucks that I am spending another year without celebrating with all the people I love
Ho Hum
Deep breathing helps
Deep breathing helps
Deep breathing helps
I got knocked down by this
But, I’m breathing
After that, movements and meditation
What works for you?
Try journaling, it helps!
Headstands and Journaling
What helps you when you're overwhelmed?!